bedlammagazine:

“I found myself apologizing for something I didn’t understand…something I couldn’t control,” writes Elaine Rivera.

http://ow.ly/3qQCzZ

"She called me at 2 a.m., woke me up from a deep sleep because my Sherlock main theme ringtone interrupted my dream of a better life. When I answered the phone in a daze, I said hello half-awake and all I could hear was the sound of her losing her breath between deep sobs and sniffling. She didn’t say anything for 15 minutes. Just let the sound of her world shattering fill my ears. When she finally caught her words she said my name like it was the last thing she would ever be able to say. Before I could reply with worry, there was a knock at her front door and then the sound of it opening. She turned to her bedroom door to find me standing in the frame. Still half-asleep, still listening. She opened her mouth and the only thing that fell out was silence. I invited myself in her bed, took her body in my arms and her sobbing started again. This time it came in great waves. Waves big enough to pull the both of us under its current. I just lay there, letting her shake in my arms. I was still half-asleep but I was fully aware that she didn’t need the overwhelming silence of our 2 a.m. phone call to know that I was there for her. She needed me to be right beside her."
- "I’m not there for you, I’m here for you," - Colleen Brown (via avvfvl)

This probably would be me if I could

(via vxis)

(Source: mostlyfiction, via scared-scarred-and-in-the-stars)

lyingismorefun:

quinngingerlove:

archicide:

"we almost dated" is such a weird relationship to have with someone

Plus the sequel “we never got closure”

And then the side adaptation “as I result I have a weird crush that never died”

OH MY GOD the accuracy to my life insane

(via scared-scarred-and-in-the-stars)

nofluffystop:

Please know that if you date me, I am a very touchy person. I will like to pet your head and hold your hand, rub your shoulders or hug you a lot. Simply put, to physically feel you in some way is very comforting to me and I can’t really apologize for it, it just feels natural to me and makes me happy.

(via countryboysstory)

"I’m still hoping it’s you and me in the end"
- Unknown (via fridakathykahlo)

(Source: drizzlelullaby, via countryboysstory)

infinite:

do you ever just all of a sudden feel really alone

(via scared-scarred-and-in-the-stars)

I’ve started to think about you and forever. I’ve started to realize how you make me a better woman. But then, I start to realize I can’t take it and I’m so sorry. One day, maybe I’ll figure things out.